Paid-members only The Harem Takes Shape I was told to try radical self-expression, and my sexuality was the first thing I wanted to express. Thus, the idea for "Tonic's Free Range Consensual Harem" began to form.
Sexuality Why Being a Woman Made Sex Better for Me Much of the world considers it common knowledge that men enjoy sex more than women. But I've come to believe that men, especially straight cis men, are constrained in their sexual pleasure by the same "advantages" society grants men sexually.
A Goddess Blessing from the First Sex Church You have fought for your right to pleasure, to connection, to be authentically seen as who you are. I am so fucking proud of all of you for facing that fear.
From Fantasy to Healing: How I Discovered My Goddess Voice When I first discovered my goddess voice and let it speak freely, I wasn't prepared for what it would do to me or the people listening. The voice was my own, but also more than me. A stronger version who isn't afraid of what people will think if I share what I really believe about sexuality.
Healing A Blessing of Sin, A Sermon of Healing Sin & Tonic: A Somatic Experience of Sexuality, Spirituality, and Healing is a time of remembering. Together, we’ll give voice to the shame and pain we’ve carried, and we’ll feel what shifts when our erotic selves and our sacred selves meet again.
Paid-members only Sex Club Contemplation I love knowing how to navigate spaces that would make most people deeply uncomfortable. The power that gives me. Walking through the club, shoulders back, making eye contact with people as they look.
I Am What I Am I am alive with the souls of men who cried her name before dying in battle I am alive with the tears of women who whisper her name while a child died I am alive with the yearning for her
Paid-members only Featured Why I Choose to Embody Abundant, Joyful Sexuality If you are lucky enough to encounter me while I‘m in my “Goddess” mindset, you’re in for a treat. The goddess that is most present in me is the embodiment of abundant and joyful sexual energy. Why do I choose to embody this particular aspect of the divine?
Members only Back from Starwood! At my first Starwood, I was looking for fun. This year it was time to get to work. I felt called to go deeper. To grow in my spiritual practice. To strengthen my commitments. To fight for love in a world that is driving us to hate.
Members only I Came for Pleasure and Got an Exorcism Instead. They say that magick doesn’t work the way you expect. That day, I learned that healing doesn’t either. I’d always believed anger had to be managed, explained away or ignored. I thought healing meant dissolving it gently - ideally in private. But that’s not what happened.
My First Day as a Pagan I went to the woods to celebrate Beltane and found an altar already waiting for me.
Sexuality and Spirituality Belong Together Learning to embrace my sexual self without shame taught me more about unconditional love than any religious text.
Only a Paradox is True Healing has shown me conflicting things about who I really am. So who am I really? The paradox of what I feel and think has been a lot lately. I’ve been swirling around in the rocks and rapids of emotional healing big time the past two years. It’s
The Path from Catholic to Pagan The landscape has changed but the road remains the same. It’s still surprising to me I started doing reiki and attending pagan festivals. I really didn’t know what reiki was until I sat down in level one class. I knew it was something vaguely related to energy and
